Ultimate disrespect from Frenemies

Lately, I've been becoming aware of a profound lack of respect from individuals I once considered my friends, but who have revealed themselves to be frenemies. It is during my moments of solitude that I am truly able to grasp the significance of this revelation. Over the past few years, I have had the opportunity to spend time alone, and I must confess that it has been an investment well worth making. Through this introspection, I have discovered my true self and gained a deeper understanding of the attempts made by others to manipulate and belittle me. Frankly, I never anticipated the narcissistic tendencies of the people within my community. This realization both saddens me and alters my perception of them entirely.

I cannot hold them accountable; the responsibility lies with me for placing my trust in them. It is only natural for them to deceive, as long as it serves their own interests. I have analyzed every possible scenario and found that my suspicions were indeed correct. Even in situations where I couldn't fully comprehend, there must have been an underlying motive. And only under the pressure of my actions or words would they reluctantly extend a helping hand. Of course, these acts of assistance always come with ulterior motives. This is the reality of the society we exist in today.

Throughout the years, my name has been surrounded by countless rumors. It all began with the women who were associated with me. Once they achieved their desired outcome, they would inevitably attempt to tarnish my reputation with deceitful lies. And without fail, they would only abandon ship once they found a replacement, which seems to happen at a mind-boggling speed these days.

Strangely enough, these women would often depict me as a predator. It truly baffles me why they would even attempt to befriend me, knowing that my appearance could be perceived as predatory. My lifestyle, appearance, perspectives, and everything in my life seem to convey the image of a man who leads a pleasurable life - a playboy or a "predator." Personally, I don't mind being seen in that light because I believe that both men and women have desires and enjoy intimate encounters. It's just that no one desires to carry that label or image. However, I can confidently say that everyone I know engages in the same behavior, even those who don't openly display it. Unless, of course, they hold a negative view towards the opposite sex.

Women are often coerced into engaging in intimate relationships with men, typically driven by financial gain or the pursuit of power. Those who lack a controlling influence are more likely to succumb to the advances of men who possess wealth and influence. On the other hand, women who do have a controlling force guiding them are the ones who orchestrate and oversee the operation while managing its security.