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I am often commended for my bravery

in openly sharing the intricate details

of my life experiences. However, I find

it more fitting to view this as a

conscious choice rather than an act of

courage. From the very beginning of

my blog, I made the deliberate decision to include the world in my story, whether as an audience or otherwise.

In my initial post, which also serves as the about page for my blog, I delve into the purpose of my blog and the reasons behind its creation. It is true that I have kept certain aspects of my personality hidden, refraining from discussing my vulnerabilities and the challenges I have faced. Even if I were to touch upon these topics, I have chosen to withhold the graphic details of my divorce, health issues, and other personal struggles.

Social media platforms often encourage individuals to present only the positive, strong, and idealized aspects of their lives. However, this approach would not align with my intentions for my blog, as I sought to create a daily diary that does not shy away from frustrations, tears, or imperfections. I wanted to portray the full spectrum of emotions, including pain, joy, hurt, bitterness, despair, anger, and innocence, in their raw and unedited form.

While my blog serves as an outlet for venting my emotions, it also allows me to track my personal growth by revisiting these records. My goal is to assess the direction of my life, take pride in my progress, and find inspiration in my own journey. Beyond simply sharing my experiences and decisions, this blog holds a deeper meaning for me as a blogger. I genuinely hope that by sharing my life story on a global platform, someone, somewhere, someday will find solace and inspiration in it. Perhaps it will help others avoid getting stuck in similar situations and find timely resolutions to issues that, if left unaddressed, can leave lasting scars.

In reality, I document all of my negative thoughts to ensure that my journey encompasses the full range of emotions. I am aware that some of my readers may perceive me as having mood swings from time to time. However, this process allows me to enhance my self-awareness and see life more clearly, without succumbing to the frustration, humiliation, and anger that were once part of my journey.

Throughout the world, there are individuals who take pleasure in belittling us if we display anything other than elation, anger, or exuberance. They reject us when we reveal our vulnerabilities. Nevertheless, I have chosen to let the world see the true essence of who I am.

"I believe in you.". What do you think? Yes, me too. As well, I've been there, felt that.

When one accepts one's position in life without manipulation, things can only get better. Understanding one's position in life is the first step towards healing.

I was very blessed to be able to be hostess bar owner for over 25 years. My experiences taught me many things and combined with my own personal characters, I came to become who I am today. I accumilated success and fell into hands of who I trusted. The journey made me open my eyes to wanting to find a true identity to myself.

As I go about logging all my diaries, one day I wish to look back and remind myself the interesting events to capture the memories that I wish to treasure